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Created on 2000-08-28 18:21:57 (#12832), last updated 2004-01-25
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| Name: | If you're feeling trust, then you know who I am... |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 11-29 |
| Location: | Fayetteville, Arkansas, United States |

I want to know how it will e n d.
I want to be sure of what it will cost.
I want to s t r a n g l e the stars for all they promised me.
I want you to call me on your
I want to keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder later.
I want to be there when you learn the cost of desire.
I want you to understand that my m a l e v o l e n c e is just a way to win.
I want the name of the ruiner.
I want matches in case I have to suddenly burn.
I want you to know that being kind is overrated.
I want to write my secret a c r o s s your sky.
I want to watch you lose control.
I want to watch you lose.
I want to know exactly what it's going to take.
I want to see you insert yourself into glory.
I want your t o u c h e s to scar me so I'll know where you've been.
I want you to watch when I go down in flames.
I want a list of atrocities done in your name.
I want to r e a c h my hand into the dark and f e e l what reaches back.
I want to remember when my nightmares were clearer.
I want to be there when your hot black rage rips
w i d e open.
I want to taste my own kind.
I want to be wrapped in cold wet sheets to see if it's different on this side.
I want you to come on strong.
I want to leave you out in the cold.
I want the e x a c t same thing but different.
I want some soft drugs...some soft, soft drugs.
I want to throw you.
I want you to know I know.
I want to know if you read me.
I want to s w i n g with my eyes shut and see what I hit.
I want to know just how much you hate me so I can p r e d i c t what you'll do.
I want you to know the wounds are self-inflicted.
I want a c o n t r o l l i n g interest.
I want to be somewhere beautiful when I d i e.
I want to be your secret hater.
I want to stop d e s t r o y i n g you but I can't.
And I want and I want and I want and I will always be hungry.
And I want and I want and I want...
r e c o i l
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